Name: Lost in Longing
Released: 2025-07-17

Overview

Aira Nadira (Tracie Sinidol), who has lost her memory, tries to retrace her past. She has no memory of the last ten years of her life, and even more confusingly, she is now the wife of Nadim Eijaz (Jazmy Juma), a man who shows her absolutely no love. Set against a backdrop of domestic conflict, Aira's story slowly unfolds through fragments of memories, a toxic relationship with her sister-in-law, and a big secret that made the marriage not based on love, but on a personal agenda. As the seeds of love begin to grow in a completely ambiguous situation, Aira is forced to face the bitter truth, and must choose whether to rise up against the things that shaped her previous wounds, or make peace and turn a new leaf.

Seasons

Season 1

20 Episodes

2025

E01

Episode 1

7/17/2025·42m

Aira Nadira awakens from a coma following a road accident, only to discover that the last ten years of her life have disappeared from her memory. Now 27, she struggles to accept that her beloved grandmother died years earlier and that she is married to Nadim Eijaz, a stranger who treats her with hostility. Her sister-in-law Nurul openly resents her, while her best friend Teha appears reluctant to reveal the truth. Forced to return home with Eijaz, Aira enters an unfamiliar marriage surrounded by suspicion and unanswered questions.

E02

Episode 2

7/21/2025·42m

Details of Aira's troubled past begin to surface, revealing how her marriage to Eijaz was opposed by people close to him. Her previous behavior, including her attempts to provoke Hannah and antagonize Eijaz's family, becomes a major source of resentment. Although Aira cannot remember these events, she must face their consequences as Nurul expresses her anger and questions why her brother remains married to her. Eijaz's bitterness leaves Aira increasingly uncertain about whether their marriage can be saved.

E03

Episode 3

7/22/2025·42m

Hannah attempts to reclaim Eijaz's affection and deliberately provokes Aira, hoping to weaken her already fragile marriage. Eijaz frequently sides with Hannah, driven by unresolved anger over Aira's past actions. Aira becomes increasingly distressed by his unfair treatment and Hannah's determination to interfere. Despite the hostility between husband and wife, unexpected moments of tenderness suggest that Eijaz may be developing feelings for Aira, creating a conflict between his desire for revenge and his emerging affection.

E04

Episode 4

7/23/2025·42m

Aira receives unexpected news that she is pregnant, giving her renewed hope for her troubled marriage. Excited by the discovery, she confronts Hannah and attempts to prove that Eijaz genuinely cares for her. Hannah reacts furiously and manipulates the situation, claiming that Aira has attacked her. Unaware of what actually happened, Eijaz lashes out at Aira, leaving her devastated. The misunderstanding deepens their marital problems and threatens the happiness Aira briefly believed was possible.

E05

Episode 5

7/24/2025·42m

Eijaz continues to doubt the authenticity of Aira's memory loss, suspecting that she is deliberately deceiving him to escape responsibility for her earlier behavior. Although he has considered ending their marriage, he decides to postpone their separation. Aira returns home and attempts to understand the woman she used to be through the accounts of those around her. As she learns more about her former personality, she becomes increasingly disturbed by the accusations against her and struggles to reconcile them with her present self.

E06

Episode 6

7/28/2025·42m

Aira continues to endure harsh treatment from Eijaz and Nurul, who believe she deserves punishment for the suffering she previously caused. Eijaz remains suspicious of her every action, closely monitoring her behavior because he fears she may be deceiving him again. Meanwhile, Sarip shows concern for Aira's well-being, raising questions about his connection to her past. Caught between her husband's distrust and the attention of someone who appears to care about her, Aira becomes increasingly desperate for answers.

E07

Episode 7

7/29/2025·42m

Nurul's resentment toward Aira intensifies, particularly because Aira can no longer remember the actions that supposedly caused the family's suffering. Eijaz remains torn between his anger and a growing desire to protect his wife from further harm. These contradictory feelings complicate their relationship, leaving Aira unsure whether she can trust him. Determined to discover the truth, Aira becomes increasingly curious about her previous life and begins questioning what she might have done to provoke such widespread hostility.

E08

Episode 8

7/30/2025·42m

Overwhelmed by Eijaz's controlling behavior and the emotional pressure within their household, Aira attempts to escape. Her actions alarm Eijaz, who responds by monitoring her even more closely to prevent another disappearance. Meanwhile, Hannah grows increasingly frustrated over losing Eijaz's affection and repeatedly blames Datuk Mukhriz for the situation. As the conflict escalates, Aira feels trapped between her desire for freedom and the unresolved mysteries surrounding her marriage.

E09

Episode 9

7/31/2025·42m

Hannah continues to torment Aira, encouraged by Nurul, whose dislike of her sister-in-law remains unwavering. Refusing to accept that Eijaz is married, Hannah becomes increasingly determined to win him back despite his insistence that they cannot be together. Her jealousy fuels further tension within the family, leaving Aira vulnerable to manipulation and humiliation. As Eijaz begins setting boundaries with Hannah, the complicated emotional triangle places additional pressure on his developing relationship with Aira.

E10

Episode 10

8/4/2025·42m

Aira's disappearance creates fresh turmoil when Eijaz discovers Nurul's involvement in the incident. Furious at his sister's actions, he begins to reconsider the harsh treatment his wife has endured. Meanwhile, Aira encounters the police and is detained because she lacks identification documents. As Eijaz works to resolve the situation, his attitude toward her gradually softens. Their relationship reaches a turning point as his concern for her safety begins to outweigh his previous resentment.

E11

Episode 11

8/5/2025·42m

Aira and Eijaz travel to her hometown, hoping that familiar surroundings will help her reconnect with her forgotten past. Their arrival attracts the attention of Sarip, who eagerly approaches Aira and demonstrates a strong emotional attachment to her. Sarip's behavior provokes jealousy in Eijaz, who becomes increasingly curious about their history together. As Eijaz investigates his wife's earlier life, the visit exposes unresolved relationships and raises difficult questions about the events that shaped Aira's personality before her accident.

E12

Episode 12

8/6/2025·42m

Aira narrowly survives an attempt on her life orchestrated by Hannah, exposing the dangerous lengths to which Hannah is willing to go because of her obsession with Eijaz. When Sarip discovers what happened, he rushes to Aira's defense and furiously confronts Eijaz, accusing him of failing to protect his wife. Sarip's passionate concern further inflames Eijaz's jealousy, complicating the relationships between the three. The incident leaves Aira increasingly vulnerable as the hostility surrounding her develops into a serious threat to her safety.

E13

Episode 13

8/7/2025·42m

Following their return from Aira's hometown, the relationship between Aira and Eijaz becomes increasingly strained. Aira struggles with troubling revelations about Sarip and questions whether her previous actions caused the suffering of those around her. Meanwhile, Eijaz begins investigating the mysterious circumstances surrounding Tok Wan's death, determined to identify the person responsible. As the investigation progresses, the unresolved tragedy threatens to expose secrets connecting Aira's forgotten memories to the resentment that has defined their marriage.

E14

Episode 14

8/11/2025·42m

Sarip unexpectedly visits Eijaz's home to see Aira, openly expressing his feelings and hoping to persuade her to return his affection. His persistence leaves Aira uncomfortable, prompting her to confide in Teha about her disappointment with his behavior. Eijaz overhears their conversation and begins to recognize how his own coldness has contributed to Aira's emotional suffering. Filled with regret, he starts reconsidering his treatment of her as the competition for her affection intensifies.

E15

Episode 15

8/12/2025·42m

Sarip becomes increasingly determined to pursue Aira, believing that his knowledge of her past gives him a special connection to her. Frustrated by his persistence, Aira firmly establishes her boundaries and reveals that she is pregnant with Eijaz's child. Meanwhile, Eijaz attempts to reassure his wife that recovering every forgotten memory is not necessary for them to rebuild their relationship. As he expresses a willingness to accept her as she is, their marriage shows signs of healing, although the identity of Aira's hidden enemies remains uncertain.

E16

Episode 16

8/13/2025·42m

Aira experiences a major breakthrough when memories surrounding Tok Wan's death and the origins of her desire for revenge finally return. The revelations force her to confront painful events that had shaped her personality and motivated her previous decisions. As she begins understanding the consequences of her past, her attitude toward Eijaz changes dramatically. Although he has recently attempted to repair their relationship, Aira becomes emotionally distant, leaving Eijaz confused by her sudden withdrawal and threatening the fragile reconciliation they had begun to build.

E17

Episode 17

8/14/2025·42m

With her memories restored, Aira can no longer ignore the painful truth about her past or the circumstances surrounding her marriage. Overwhelmed by everything she remembers, she asks Eijaz for a separation, believing that ending their relationship may be the only way to move forward. Eijaz refuses to accept her decision and desperately attempts to save their marriage. Their confrontation exposes the emotional damage they have caused each other, forcing them to question whether their growing affection is strong enough to overcome years of resentment and betrayal.

E18

Episode 18

8/18/2025·42m

Exhausted by the emotional burden of her past and the consequences of her decisions, Aira begins reconsidering the plans she once intended to carry out. She no longer wishes to continue a cycle of revenge and suffering that has damaged so many relationships. Meanwhile, Eijaz and Sarip remain determined to win her affection, placing Aira in a difficult position as both men compete for her future. With Hannah's hostility still threatening the family, Aira must decide whether to pursue personal peace or allow her unresolved conflicts to dictate her life.

E19

Episode 19

8/19/2025·42m

Eijaz finally discovers the truth that Aira has been concealing, forcing him to reconsider his understanding of their turbulent marriage. Although the revelations bring important answers, Aira remains emotionally conflicted about her feelings and the future she wants. Meanwhile, Hannah's increasingly unstable behavior creates further tension, and Sarip struggles to accept that Aira is not destined to be his partner. As several long-hidden secrets approach exposure, the characters face the consequences of their choices before the final confrontation.

E20

Episode 20

8/20/2025·42m

The season reaches its climax when Nurul exposes Hannah's deceitful actions to the family, provoking Hannah into attempting revenge against Nurul, Aira, and Eijaz. Hannah's plans unravel when Eijaz intervenes and the police become involved. As the truth surrounding Tok Wan's death receives renewed attention, Hannah is ultimately brought to justice. Aira's courage also helps repair her relationship with Nurul, bringing an end to their longstanding hostility. With their misunderstandings finally resolved, Eijaz and Aira embrace a hopeful future together as they prepare to welcome their first child.

Lost in Longing(2025)

Overview

Seasons

Season 1

Episode 1

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Episode 5

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